I'm half proud half loathing myself.


A surmise of my weekend:

Sat
I somehow managed to survive Piano with lots of distractions. I like to distract my teacher xD And she's nice enough to listen to me la. I'll start talking about Malaysia and CNY and whatever and then it takes up more time(: Yeah I know. It's wasting money too, but I'm desperate at the moment.

Then actually wasn't supposed to go for the 7000 basketball challenge thing but Aunt Elizabeth suddenly cancelled the writing thing. WHEE. I love basketball. okay okay admit I was lousy shot like only 15 shots in 3 hours how pathetic is that? But must take turns to shoot la. Only Charmaine nicole and jr were there. And of course like the whole pl group like vanessa siang ying they all. And monkey came - finally.

Rushed home, bathed and prepared for neighbour gathering thing at my house. Invited them all over. Tan family kids- wei wei cheerin cj yap family kids- wc, wy and wj. And of course GRACE(: She's old now la. Already 23! Ha. And she didn't let us celebrate her birthday because of some chinese custom saying that if your birthday's on the last day of CNY its inauspicious to celebrate. Like what the hell la. That's so sad. She's not allowed any cake, any celebrations whatsoever.

First it was the usual inanimous splitting of the guys to one table and the usual girls minus cheerin who was coming later in another table. Food was okay, and I received two ang baos which were sort of comforting to the fact that what I'd earned was only 1/9th of some people's ang bao money.
Anyway, we finally gathered at Dan's room to play koala bear. It's a tradition, though it's getting a bit boring, but we still love it nevertheless. And the heated debate on whether I or wc was the hunter including dares like kissing one parent (easy one- both won), lasting for as long as possible in toe tickling ( I'm not a tad ticklish down there but I just played along, ha and poor wc was so tortured and didn't last 2 seconds), funniest joke (don't know who) and scissors paper stone (okay I lost. 3 to 0). And the innocent is accused and wc gets away scot free.

you're not so bad after all...in fact, I kind of like you.

Man.I miss them.
Played cards and number games after that and later Cheerin came and the yaps went home and we played dead rami till 1am while our parents were sleeping and theirs were overseas.
Today. Sunday.Bought presents for cell and school friends from NTUC. Just a packet of cheap chocolate and those plain white chopsticks you get from hawker centres at 20 for 3 bucks kind of thing (: My creative juices were already flowing. They really save me a lot of the bit I have.
So went home, started being Artist Joyce, the Chopstick Painter.I really spent the whole morning and night painting them and I've already grown attached to them ): I don't want to give them away tomorrow at school!

They're all unique and special. Just like everyone of us. I guess that's why God can't bear to see us go on to destruction in hell for our sins. He created us.
A lot of them have themes for certain people. There's the abstract set- in purple, brown, black, pink, and black & redBlack and red is so memiors of a geisha-ishThat's to cater to the likes of En Mei and co.Then there's the happy set- rainbow, bright, happy colours like purple, green, pink and yellow to keep everyone happyAnd then the cute/squarey/neat set- some squarish patterns, simple.And then the blended set- just a blend of everything together.
Met Pei Shi at OJ, bought one and a half hotdogs.Finished it all by walking to hall 9.Service- my new favourite song is Salvation is Here.I just like it.
Cause I know my God saved the dayAnd I know his word never failsAnd I know my God will make a way for meIt's gonna be alrightSalvation is here.
Had cell after, then went 711 to eat cup noodles and mash potato. Home. Dinner.
And I have not studied for the triple tests next week.
Tuesday- I will not go out.I will not be distracted.I will not blogI will not go onlineI will not watch televisionI will not on my hpI will not snackI will not take multiple breaksI will not make model snowmen from blue tac.(He's still there holding his rake in one hand and a bird in the other with Mr. Tree next to him and snowboy kid next to him. I don't dare to squish them)I will not answer any callsI will not call anyoneI will not forget these resolutionsI will not be tempted.I will STUDY.