I count the days.

I never thought the day would come.

I never thought'll happen to me.

It's something I hardly comprehended

But it happened.
Well, not on purpose actually.
But it's counted I guess

Looking at it.
It's scaring me.
A freaky reminder
of this day.

I'm so confused.
Both sides fighting
The world's yelling
The other side's pulling me away
a mysterious force

I won't forget
I won't forgive.YET.

yet i know i must.
forgiveness will come. soon.
Didn't I release that to God already?
It's just that...
I don't think we'll ever make it.
I don't think we'll be like the rest
It's not easy