thanks a lot.
that was SO encouraging.
i'm giving up on it.
i mean
no matter how much i put into it
it doesnt work
sure, we all joke around and tease each other
but there is a limit to the thickness of our skin
you cant just assume i'd take it like a pinch of salt
NO, it felt like a slap
if i really wasnt needed, just SAY so, please dont pull in and push me out
yeh i feel sorry but i was the last to know
thanks for the 'excuse' but i can see thru it
if you really mean it
i mean it too
that i would put the relationship on hold
let's concentrate on other things
i know i've got those that care
maybe those that have the same goal
and purpose in life
wise men walk together
but fools seldom differ
you cant win them all but
i can make an effort
YOU make it seem it was my fault
when it was destiny's
the wrong time and place
what if you were me?
once, maybe, twice
but that's enough
thrice would be risky, fourth, dangerous
fifth, sixth near eruption
seventh eight need i say?
thanks for those years okay
but for the happiness
there was hurt
i wonder if there ever was
and ever will be
true happiness without a flaw
one that will never fail me
one that will last forever.

yes there is
if you bother to find it.

im posting this. bearing in mind. that you might just rip it all off and paste it all down. but one's thought must be expressed or it vanishes without a trace.