if you're a happy little elf in a happy little elf land, please ignore this post. i wouldnt want to corrupt your happy mind.

yes, so sit back, relax, and get ready to feel angry.

hmm.
i meant this to be a really really angry post. it's weird how emotions can change huh? i mean just this morning i was feeling really happy that it was finally the weekend. smelling the fresh air and hearing the birds chirp. and then. WHAM-comes piano lesson and spoils the rest of the morning. then i get HAPPY (= again when i eat roti prata. but then i suddenly get mad at everything when mum starts lecturing. i try to remind myself she's not angry, it's just her way of expressing herself. i mean, it's just as natural as talking for her. this one lasts a bit longer. animal ark did miracles for me. it always does. whenever i'm feeling down or sad or anything it never fails to cheer me up(=

and to think i read it when i was p3 and am still reading it.

somethings you'll never outgrow.

was neutral at lunch. pretty happy in the afternoon. dad and mum had their marriage course thingy. 5 other couples came over for the course so whenever i happened to venture out to get a drink 12 pairs of eyes would suddenly be looking at me xD

i was just locking myself up in my room doing my own thing. and stealing a couple of pizzas outside too. did my whole dnt cardboard model! *wide grin* so proud of myself(= spent about 2 hours on the whole thing


felt like doing somethign i would never think i'd ever do just now. and it felt so... natural doing it? as if i had the 'right' to do it. but then i thought about it again and realised, you dont gain anything from there. i mean, yes, there's that initial 'sweet revenge' feeling. but after that?

because. it's so poser-ish. but you cant put copyrights on all your words. even if i did, they would stil be copied and rearranged. sure, everyone has excess to words. but you stole the meaning and feelings behind mine. and not only me.