*singing*

skip to your left and you skip to your right, with a heal and a toe, and a toe and a heal, with a something something something and a something something sth and a new friend found (x

im back.

from fcbc yoznet retreat(=


still infatuated with it.AHH.and then again. i couldnt wait to come home the other time when i was there. and now. im starting to miss it. WEIRD.

ANYWAY. here goes.

FRIDAY, day one
ate lunch at home. sandwiches. spent the whole night before packing for the camp. report plmgss [ why they cant think of other accomodation, im not sure] at 130 pm.

after waiting outside the gate for pei shi and realising she went to the old school, i went to the canteen to register myself in.
OH. and saw kel yj tam and nicole coming out of the car on the way(=
where upon i was given a name tag (really really nicely done, with handprints and all) and told i was in PATIENCE GROUP. eck.

i think they did in on purpose. for one thing, i am patience is certainly not one of my attributes. and for another, GENTLENESS isnt exactly something used to describe vanessa (x or yijing

oh but freak. the worst part was we were splitted up x(
whole cell was dispersed. the lucky ones kel peishi and nicole were in kindness, yj and mich in gentleness and me and tam in patience. together with stef, sam, deborah, april, yoke yeong and lijun (leader)

haha. yupp then dumped our bags in the emmanual hall and played some games. pretty fun. the usual. blow wind blow. hide the shoes game. balloon game. song game.

saw some pl girls there. siang ying and vanessa were there too(= but they didnt stay for the whole camp. had to leav early. YES. ms gan was there. but she was so un-miss-gan-like you wouldnt guess she was the dm of the sch.

after games. checked in into dorms. i was in dorm 6. level 4 3E1 classroom i think. right nx to OUR CLASS (= but kindness grp got our class yeh. then was trying to prove to yj i was in it by showing her our class bbq pics.

bathed. icy cold water. tiny hoses. had to squat down facing the toilet bowl. the sitting ones were flooded. no outlet.

DINNER
loved it. but it was just canteen food actually. but somehow. it all tasted much better. maybe it was the company and the familyish thingy.

FRUITFUL NITE
had session one. ps yo. about loving one another. read 1 john 4:21. i think.
if you love God, you must love one another. anyone who does not love his brother does not know God. whoever loves his brother loves God.

this verse really JUMPED at me:
if you say you love God but hate your brother, you are a liar, for no one can love God and hate his brother.

i sure do hate some ppl. does that mean i dont know God? was kinda confused at first.

SUPPER
fruits! they had a durian party.

i had a banana one.
i hate durians. not just the smell. the texture and everything. ICK.
tried a bit. and it just confirmed my stand against durians.
washed up. slept. crapped alot. so didnt really get to sleep till 2am. though lights out was at 11. slept nx to tam and she kept jabbin me with her elbow! HAHA. was sweating at first. but woke up with a cold.