church.


i love church.

love my darling cell mates.

OH WHY ?

why did you have to leave ?
like a gust of wind blown out of sight
this empty feeling's left
can't bear to turn back
can't stand the torture of the memories we had
running down the escalators at the sol place together
messing up your hair
pinching your cheeks
going "haaaaaaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaaahhhh!"
making fun of youu when you first wore a skirt
waiting a solid hour for you to come
and then going you've really lived up to your name

i just meant you were late
but i didnt mean for it to last forver
they say distance makes the heart grow fonder
but it dosent make no diff if we arent gonna see you again

thanks for being the super glue
for sticking our cell together
for being that brainy genius from raffles
for just being there =)

we'll miss ya.


okay enough of that. eyes starting to get watery. ARGHx.

service was not bad today. just that amanda and peishi kept distraacting me during worship x) or maybe it was me.

anyway. sang one way (= ultimate favourite !! jumped all the way
den was the message. about the power of prayer.

wasnt really listening at first cos was passing round pei shi's bday card. but afta awhile kinda settled down. ps khong was preaching thru the video thing. GOSH cant believe he's actually putting up magic shows in US. it's either make or break. so gotta keep him in prayers, really. but judging by all the responses its like WOW.

anyway learnt that we should just keep praying. i tihink it really applies to me. i mean. ive been doubting God recently cos he dosent seem to be answering this prayer since ages ago. so when they asked thsoe who have prayer requests to come to the alter i went. jia rong prayed for me. she even shared a testimony that she prayed 7 mths before her fren accepted christ.

i don't think i have that much patience really but i guess i'll keep waiting.

im not sure but i sense something different will happen on mon. (= you go God! i love his surprises : D