im happy about it i guess.


but its like no big deal anymore. cos everyone is like 'notagain' attitude and it really isnt.
even my mum thnks so. hurh. i guess 36th in level is not good enough.

for her.


hmmm
*thinks hard*

some times i rather be the last. at least.

you hav that challenge. that goal. that motivation.


but who am i to complain?
it seems like the end of the world to get a B for english
but why really
life consists of more than grades
but school makes it out of proportion
guess i should start LIVING life
but there are too many buts
distractions
diversions
blown up so huge
lost focus
of the meaning
the purpose fr living
the mission
the vision
why are we here for
one reason







one reason`
xxjoycexx