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Guess it's time to say goodbye to the lil sheep which said baa to give way to things less innocent. =x Thanks to all who made my valentines valentines.
Really appreciate the small notes and chocolates. They may not be expensive, but...okay this sounds cliche but its the thought that counts huh (though I'm not sure if they were actually thinking of me; I didn't specifically think of people when I bought the presents)

Anyway,
today's wednesday and it happens its SS common test.
It was okay, but spent way too long on first question. I get carried away like that. It's a dangerous threat. Tomorrow I'm so going to have another dose of tired fingers. It's lit! Feelings. Emotions. Endless possiblilites.

School, cell, ate lunch with Sherrie at the waffle/bubble tea place. I love the oreo shake! But I don't like the pearls =/
I was actually already running late, it was 3:30 when I got to the bus stop. And I needed to reach Bukit Timah at four! Flagged a taxi, and then of all times he had to purposely drive the uber long, out of the way detoured route around sin ming ave. I wanted to grab him by the shoulders and tell him he'd better stop foolign around or I'd yell molest out of the window. GRR. So asked aunt marisa to get ready my change, was rehearsingthe sequence of events in my head alr.

Get down, dump bag in room, grab clothes, put on sport shoes, take sling bag and get into the taxi.
The poor pissed driver was like smoking impatiently outside the taxi taking in the fresh air.

It was like 3:45 by then. Zoomed all the way to Eng Neo Ave, u-turned round, dropped me and AM off, I ran to the toilet, changed, stuffed the cheque into the man's hand, grabbed the helmet, passed bag and uniform to AM, and took off flying on James. Oh, a happy valentines to all <3


I kinda forgot about that when I posted earlier. Hm, it wasn't a very fruitful day but it was better than nothing. Studied most of Social Studies; it's practically a repeat of Secondary two stuff but more of a skimming the surface, brief broad coverage of the whole merger and separation. Literature: I'm at a lost. There's no characters to study so I just read through the whole act 1 again. Ha, Grandpa once said he read his literature book every Sunday though it was like greek to him and in the end he scored an A1. That's not bad at all. Except that Macbeth is actually managable and I do not have the luxury and excuse of saying that I don't understand a single word, therefore I am justified to merely read the book ver and over again as a type of 'studying'.

I liked our mini shopping trip though. It's the little things like these which bond us. Knowing that the only thing we have in common is what...eating? Yeah xD And it's a good thing. I could use a good five kilograms.

I'm going to be yet another braces kid in school.
Somehow, it's in the trend, though if you think about it, kids really dreaded wearing those in the past. Now, its like more of a multi-coloured hairband you change every few weeks. I don't really know what possessed me to ask my mum about it, and actually, my dentist said a long time ago I could if I wanted, but it was never really neccisary so I never did.
A little late to start in Secondary three when everyone's taking theirs out now, but well Em just started so better be late than never I suppose.

A little tired a little changing
I'm changing, so is the rest of the world.

Doubts, plaging me every few seconds in the pounding clock of my head.
Why am I here?








I squashed the bird on Mr. Snowman's hand last night while reaching for my cup of water in the dark. And then I was just looking dazedly at it this morning and without thinking I just squished the whole thing. Yep, him, his son, the rake, the bird, the tree which looks like a stick and some bird shit.

Constipation.
Ha, yijing I'm not going to wait for you. I'm going to the toilet now.

Did I mention that I would not go online today?

But it's the only day when everyone else except plites will be in school. And everywhere will be so empty. And perfect.

I will study. I'm half proud half loathing myself.


A surmise of my weekend:

Sat
I somehow managed to survive Piano with lots of distractions. I like to distract my teacher xD And she's nice enough to listen to me la. I'll start talking about Malaysia and CNY and whatever and then it takes up more time(: Yeah I know. It's wasting money too, but I'm desperate at the moment.

Then actually wasn't supposed to go for the 7000 basketball challenge thing but Aunt Elizabeth suddenly cancelled the writing thing. WHEE. I love basketball. okay okay admit I was lousy shot like only 15 shots in 3 hours how pathetic is that? But must take turns to shoot la. Only Charmaine nicole and jr were there. And of course like the whole pl group like vanessa siang ying they all. And monkey came - finally.

Rushed home, bathed and prepared for neighbour gathering thing at my house. Invited them all over. Tan family kids- wei wei cheerin cj yap family kids- wc, wy and wj. And of course GRACE(: She's old now la. Already 23! Ha. And she didn't let us celebrate her birthday because of some chinese custom saying that if your birthday's on the last day of CNY its inauspicious to celebrate. Like what the hell la. That's so sad. She's not allowed any cake, any celebrations whatsoever.

First it was the usual inanimous splitting of the guys to one table and the usual girls minus cheerin who was coming later in another table. Food was okay, and I received two ang baos which were sort of comforting to the fact that what I'd earned was only 1/9th of some people's ang bao money.
Anyway, we finally gathered at Dan's room to play koala bear. It's a tradition, though it's getting a bit boring, but we still love it nevertheless. And the heated debate on whether I or wc was the hunter including dares like kissing one parent (easy one- both won), lasting for as long as possible in toe tickling ( I'm not a tad ticklish down there but I just played along, ha and poor wc was so tortured and didn't last 2 seconds), funniest joke (don't know who) and scissors paper stone (okay I lost. 3 to 0). And the innocent is accused and wc gets away scot free.

you're not so bad after all...in fact, I kind of like you.

Man.I miss them.
Played cards and number games after that and later Cheerin came and the yaps went home and we played dead rami till 1am while our parents were sleeping and theirs were overseas.
Today. Sunday.Bought presents for cell and school friends from NTUC. Just a packet of cheap chocolate and those plain white chopsticks you get from hawker centres at 20 for 3 bucks kind of thing (: My creative juices were already flowing. They really save me a lot of the bit I have.
So went home, started being Artist Joyce, the Chopstick Painter.I really spent the whole morning and night painting them and I've already grown attached to them ): I don't want to give them away tomorrow at school!

They're all unique and special. Just like everyone of us. I guess that's why God can't bear to see us go on to destruction in hell for our sins. He created us.
A lot of them have themes for certain people. There's the abstract set- in purple, brown, black, pink, and black & redBlack and red is so memiors of a geisha-ishThat's to cater to the likes of En Mei and co.Then there's the happy set- rainbow, bright, happy colours like purple, green, pink and yellow to keep everyone happyAnd then the cute/squarey/neat set- some squarish patterns, simple.And then the blended set- just a blend of everything together.
Met Pei Shi at OJ, bought one and a half hotdogs.Finished it all by walking to hall 9.Service- my new favourite song is Salvation is Here.I just like it.
Cause I know my God saved the dayAnd I know his word never failsAnd I know my God will make a way for meIt's gonna be alrightSalvation is here.
Had cell after, then went 711 to eat cup noodles and mash potato. Home. Dinner.
And I have not studied for the triple tests next week.
Tuesday- I will not go out.I will not be distracted.I will not blogI will not go onlineI will not watch televisionI will not on my hpI will not snackI will not take multiple breaksI will not make model snowmen from blue tac.(He's still there holding his rake in one hand and a bird in the other with Mr. Tree next to him and snowboy kid next to him. I don't dare to squish them)I will not answer any callsI will not call anyoneI will not forget these resolutionsI will not be tempted.I will STUDY. Weekend.
Tons busy.

Tomorrow. Morning- Piano. I'm just cramming everything up today. 12:30 meet school for the 7000 basketball hoops thing church organised. Asked Monkey but don't know if she can come. Then got to rush off after that to go Aunt. Elizabeth's house to write articles about yellowstone park and the animals there or something. Come back evening, have to help mum with preparations for neighbour gathering which is at night. BLEAH. By the time I come home I'll be too exhausted to even talk to them la.

And then next week's common test week and Sunday there's church so I probably have to sleep at 2am again.

And this is Seconday Three.

I dont like being the class maid. Vday's next week!
Have to start making or buying presents now (:
Nah, don't think anything la.
I'm just giving my mates.

Hah. Something funny happened a few days ago. Some person smsed me saying to call somebody called deseree and see if I can do sat or sun and I assumed it was Mr chew the horseriding person cos I lost his number and maybe he wanted me to d a sat/sun lesson. So I actually called the number but it was busy. Then the person smsed back and said she wasn't mr chew and started smsing a string of weird things saying that I applied for an announcer job and I have a friend, judy who is also interested? and she said she was kelly so I thought she was some student but in the end she was this lady from a company -.-
Turns out she typed the wrong number. Then she asked me if I wanted to do any jobs. Heh. Like performing or being an emcee. Which I will not do. So I introduced the pl cherubs to her(:

She might be interested in us performing. Yay Mrs.L will be so proud of me for getting an accident contact.

Ah, forgot to update on Prefects' Installation.
Sec3s minus em sab jess were the extras as usual.
Yeah the chair carriers.

After; walked past reception and saw siyi and ashley from SMPS. They look so smart wearing that St Margs green blazer. Gosh it's been ages la, forgot even how they sounded. And their tour guide was none other than sherrie who looked so smart in her blazer(:

SPA practical for Chem. Why is it that Mrs.C just has to walk by at the moment when I'm doing something stupid and frown at me while taking down notes in her file? TAG REPLIES:

fio- you smacked my face in school today you meanie.
(look, your reply is so big and its the first.)

xy- She wasn't! Haha. Just usual over-sensitive self(: Okay, agreed shall not buy any more copycat goods from M'sia. Lime market here I come. I am supporting sg economy lo, even now using singnet leh.

john- Doggie woggies sound so cute(: WHAT HAPPENED TO THE SONG! Now the silence is deafening. See even my friends miss it. But I'm still clueless about what to do :D hee.

santi- HEY. Your singing's so nice you should seriously consider going for SI. See you in class!

jan- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I miss you I love you but how to pass vday present to you? BOO. I even miss avery's stinky armpits and brownie shoes! LOL. I want my cup noodles has it rotted alr? xD

em- I HAD to hug the tree to cross over -.- Why else would I do such a thing. So mouldy some more. Heh.

yj- more Ys again. But you tagged before I added the song ): And now you're stopping? NOTE: READ PREVIOUS PREVIOUS POST FIRST, FOLLOWED BY PREVIOUS AND THEN THIS ONE(:
Thursday
Climb to Gunung Jesar, 600 feet.

Grampa looks like he's won lottery!!! Ah, look at the amount to tickets he's bought. Haha. Yeah right. He's playing hansel and dropping them along the way so we dont get lost.

I'm treehugging (: I dont know why but he's nice.

oh look at grampa crawling on all fours! we're almost at the top already(: I'm the pioneer :D View from the top

that's selva the butterfly catcher. I am serious. He catches butterflies. When I first heard it I wanted to laugh man. I mean, its like, 'oh, she's in the field catching butterflies' kind of joke normally. And here he is actually CATCHING BUTTERFLIES! whoosh. And he's a real avid catcher. he spent $2000 on one net and he sells and studies the butterflies!
This is so LOTR. Too bad I was the photographer ): Nobody took me The descent. We got lost halfway and then we had to go all the way back to the summit and come down a different way! I think I lost weight again ): Oh. Hee. That's me and Creamy, rufus' daughter after the climb (:I plucked the flower for mummy but grampa said cannot take out so I gave it to creamy instead. Aw isn't he sweet? But Brownie was barking like hell cause he wanted attention. Blogspot doesn't allow me to post more than 5 pics :( Boo. Maybe I should change to Xanga.

Continued from below.

NOTE: PLEASE READ THE PREVIOUS POST BEFORE THIS ONE IF NOT YOU'LL GET CONFUSED AND BLUR!

Oh I forgot to add the sleeping part. Lots of interesting stuff happened at night. The mosquitos were having their annual CNY feast and it so happened that I was sleeping right in the middle of their table and so happened that I happened to have sweet royal blood that they couldn't resist. And it so happened that I have a total of 21 mosquito bites on both legs, 13 on arms, 5 on feet, 8 on hands. So me and dan ran to the living room and camped out there while letting the insecticide spray spread around the room. So had 10 mins to waste, don't waste time went to shit (:

Then popped back happily thinking that they finished their midnight gathering, covered the blanket up to my chin for double protection and woke up with 12 mosquito bites on my face! I look like some red berry now la with severe case of acne =/

My cheeks are so red cause of evil fiona. Debbie, Chrys (: Cousins I only see once a year. Went over to their house after lunch at Rendevous, went to her friendster and added then played LF2 and fed biscuits to yogi the dog and the hamsters.

Tuesday

Counted my ang paos got s$70 and RM100 which in the end is only like s$50 ): bad thing about relatives in Malaysia. Got to divide everything by two. Then some idiot gave me a ang pao with RM1 inside which is like 50cents! HEH. But aiyah still better than nothing, can buy one rollercoaster(:

Then I lost all my shopping money cause went Jusco to shop and left it in the changing room.

I think I may have an early case of dementia or whatever you call it.

I've been losing so many things. First, my geog and Macbeth book go missing in school. Then I lost Kumjie's ang pao, then $40 of money in the changing room which I went back to look but the auntie say she didnt see anything but I bet she secretly took it for her own. HURMPH.

I don't know why. Everytime I lose something I tell myself I will never lose another thing ever again and before I know it I do. And its not the losing the thing that hurts (though the $40 did) but its the look of disappointment and distrust in dad and mum's face. Like they can't trust me with anything. ARGH.

Didn't feel like shoping after that but saw one nice brown collared tee and white shirt fleshimpish style so begged parents and they said okay I had to pay for them myself since I lost the $40.

I'm so sad. It's the only time in the year that I get to buy new stuff cause mum says Malaysia is cheap and blah and I hardly bought anything.

So in the end I only got like $100 total for ang paos after minusing that. Still(: be contented.

Relieving those childhood memories...

Wednesday

Cameron Highlands: hah. First day that I'm ponning school. Teehee. While you all are mugging away I was up in the mountains. Before the climb: Our worthy mascot Ruffles the Dog but then afterwards I forgot his name and called him rufus.He was one eye blind but he's so cute and adorable la and then I patted him and he licked me and followed me around and I thought he was going to join us in the climb up to the peak but the betrayer ditched us for some german travellers!!

That's me and bro climbing. So steep hur! I am a warrior! HAIYA! xD